oh nos

gah! my cousin just got outta the hospital.... not good not good at all :-(

blah!

yeah... so... just got back from rehearsal. blah! we rehearsed that skit like ten times! and what made meh mad was that they cut britt cuz she wasnt there.. watever! so yea, its meh, tim, roberto, marley, and jonathan... omg... i was soooooo embarrassed when russel was like...now... i want u to beh as happy for when u hug everyone as u were when u hugged simone! i was like wtf!? gah... i was like... ewwwwwwww! sorry, not into it buddy! bah... then we went through the whole sermon... bah! 730 in the effing morning we gotta beh there! cha, roight!!!! gah... idk idk! so, yea... i tried to call leigh again... still not home. and then i came online to talk to binty... she no there either :-( welp, hopefully i'll see her tomorra ::crosses fingers:: i'm soo bored! blah... i got mad tests tomorra... capt, english (fuck forgot to study!) ummm... FAH we'll prolly have a pop quiz, and geometry! woot! lucky meh cough cough.well then, i think i'll beh leaving now... just cuz... i dont have nething left to say.... except for that this weekend hasta werk!!!!!!!!!!mo

bored much?

yeah... so, i got home 20 minutes ago... and the friggin comoputer was going insane... and now i think i'm gonna go insane... idk... i just feel so blah. its weird... i was in a pretty good mood at school today, but now i feel like crap. i just feel lazy, not wanting to do anything tonite, and all that jazz. unfortunatly... i hafta do something tonite... its soooo gay! me and britt hafta act in something on sunday.... that we havent even seen the script to! and we're supposed to memorize it tonite? ermm.. how bout no scottie? gah... i dont have the will power to do nething nemore... i just wanna curl up in a ball and rot. if i could sleep forever... i would. i try listening to sound clips that britt sent meh, but, nothing helps. maybe its S.A.D? but... it cant beh, cuz its nice today... erg.. wtf!? idc nemore..hopefully i'll still c britt this weekend...maybe thats all i need.welp... i'm done blabing...mo.

why does tonight have to end?

wow.... what a night! hehe... since it's mom's bday, and was jimmy's bday yesterday.. we all went out! and i finally got to see binty! <B i just feel so bad for her <3 so... we went to macaroni grill mmmmmmmm. was yummy and funny! i think we have the best family in the world! our dinner conversation: "do u remember that one poop that i did when it was this long ::stretches out arms:: and it coiled around the toilet!?"

or how bout "remember after the beach house! we went to that rib place and me and simone went into the bathroom, dropped a deuce, and left! geez.. i feel bad for the person who walked in there after! yea... they musta done this ::points to the radio and hears and opera singer going ooooooooooooo::"

harrr! good times! then i drew a poopy...wait..that musta been b4... yeap..thats what started the whole conversation... hehe... ugh... and meh and britt both got our own cakes... erg... bad idea... and we were so giggley! and i waited for her food to get there b4 i ate myine! <B hehe! and oh wow... good times... then jim showin us the pic of rick and jon... peeeeeeee... ermm..no?

oh yea... and in the car home.. i had to whisper to jim the werds to christina aguilera... harrr... then we had a contest... and now he has my cd so he can burn it... harr..it has HOTEL!!! harrr... hump hump <B

gah... i wish tonite really didnt end... now i'm all like...blah :-( ... hopefully i see my binty boo tomorra! and thursday.. hopefully... and friday! that would make my life so much better! honestly...

alright.. this is my third entry today! what a record! harrr... i think i'm hittin the hay soon... so.. ttyl

<B

*mosey*

bah

k, so, sorry bout that lil outburst i had... i was freakin... like whoa... i just hope everything will smooth out... idk... my mom said she was concerned with me sneaking around like that... but..mommy wilson knew too! so... w/e... i'm just gonna let things chill for a lil while i guess... welp.. hopefully bintys feeling better... :-( poor baby <B and yea.. tonite we're supposed to go out to din dins.. idk... well then, good day mate, lets put another shrimp on the barbe...oh no! i just thought of something! what if bintyz not better by friday!? no sweep over? awwww... welp.. gonna go and erm... do something i guess?

gotta go through hell b4 i get to heaven...

I AM ROYALLY FUCKED!!! yea..soo..my mom read my email that i got from britt... great, grand, wonderful! fuck! now my mom prolly has a million things runnin through her head! and its not like that! fuck fuck fuck fuck!!! oh well... i guess if they cant come..we tried... hmph... welp... i have nothing to say about the day.

really love your peaches wanna shake your tree!

welp.... finished the din dins... and got an email back... its half and half... wish it were better... but.. what can ya do!? i think i have a plan that could make this werk! omg... i love that britt is soo crazy in like! harrr!
yea..b4 din din.. jim came up to show the pics from daytona... good.. decent..just chillen out.... but then he brings meh downstairs and shows meh the good stuff! lets see... wat did it consist of? their fridge full of beer?beer funnels? ryans barf? jim screwed up? umm... NO NEVER! harrr! gotta love my brother! britt thinks I'M the crazy alcoholic.. psh... he said that him and i think it was rick... yea... were the only two who after had 3 outta the funnel that didnt barf! and he chugged the fastest!!! harr.. but none of this came outta my mouth! if NEONE and i mean NEONE repeats this shit.. they'll beh DEAD!!!
so yea.. gonna wait on the guy so i can talk to him.. oh man thisHASTA werk!!!
love ya <B
<Bcrossed fingers<B
*mosey*

did u hear the music serenade from the stars

gah! wat a fucking day! i hate this whole CAPT deal. wtf is this newayz? welp... i've decided that if i could kill one person at my study hall table it would beh paul gayass! omg i hate that kid sooo much! so does bevins... so... thats at least one thing we can relate... omg i sooo wanna kill him! wish i could... newhoz... yea..mr. cain talked about his lil gurlfriend shit today.. we were like... aww how cute.. cough cough...
brittany resent meh the email about best friends <3 hehehe! its soo true harrr! i cant wait to see her this week! i was goin crazy in scool today... i hate this whole.. not seeing her since thursday! wow! thats a wicked long time...
welp..think i'm gonna call her... after i send mommy the emails.. ugh i'm sooo nervous! hahaha! oh and... i cant sleep over on friday if i dont clean my room.. so.. i should do that too! ha!
*mosey*

one tequilla, two tequilla, three tequilla, FLOOR!

cha... i wish i had a tequilla right now... cuz i sure as hell need it! harrr... welp.. this weekend was rather...ummm... interesting? ha... yea.. friday was good... we went out to chilis... then saturday we went to the cape cod mall where i got a braclete from pac sun,steve miller band and the get up kids... was gonna get poison the well and ben folds..but binty said shed burn them for meh <B hehe! um.. the pios showed up and we went out to dinner! wat a disaster... erg..not gonna go there.. then tried to go to panera..bad idea too! then we went to yankee candles this mornin..omg kt.. wat a mess!!!! and we went to the "bitch" as mrs. p calls it! it was cold as hell! harr..then we attempted to go to d&d's..they didnt have nething either! wat a weekend!
then we got home and we had to go to the fucking nursing home... omg i hate that place sooo much!!! sometimes i wish nonno just went when he had his second stroke.. :-(
welp.. i got home and binty was on!!! <B omg i missed her sooo much! she makes meh soo happy... and i found out sumthin that happend the other nite on the phone... and "Jesus, they're meant to be!" hahahha oh boy! hehehe! i hafta send the email tomorra! wish meh luck those of u who noe what i'm talkin about ;-) hehe!
welp..gonna go talk to my loves now <B harrr! I'M HOOMMMMMEEEE!!!
*mosey*

harrr <BBBBB

kks..i noe i just wrote..but i had to put this in! I JUST HAD TO! k... so i made britt fill sumting out for meh.. and this is what she said! omg i love her!!!! <B

1. What's your favorite memory involving me? down by the creek bank, blah blah blah blah blah blah

it went down at the may parade, alcohol under my breath...

so yea.. today... erg... I OFFICIALLY QUIT SCHOOL! tired of dumb ass kids who should beh in elementary scool askin meh for the answers... read the fucking book! grrrr! and yea.... the kid who asked meh to go out with his fat friend..yea.. came up to meh AGAIN! i dont get it! do i seem interested!? nooooo!!! and dumb ass kid in study hall..hate him too! and i tried some nasty drink... ewww...never again!!!! haha
so..yea.. goin to the cape this weekend... great escape! but i'm gonna miss my binty boo <B yea... i love her.. shes my one and only faggot ::giggle::
so yea... monday is the day of truth.. the day i send "the email" yea... its gonna beh good! cuz i really really really really really wanna meet them.. harrrr
welp..gonna go talk to my binty boo <B now... hehehe...
*mosey*

if i ever lose faith in u.. I'LL FIND A FAGGOT!

omg! tonite was sooo much fun! we went and saw my fair lady... meh and the FAGGOT that is... heheheahahaharrr! and scott brought her back mardi gras beads with duckies! we're not gonna get into wat he had to do for them... ahem.. newayz... twas a grand ol' time... that was the most i've smiled all day... laughed even for that matter... ha... gotta love them... yeas... and on our way home we couldnt stop saying FAGGOT!!! we love that word... we are FAGGOTS! and scott called us FAGGOTS at the play cuz britt used her "yawn technique" on meh.. and i was all like "score!!!" then we stopped cuz he was like "FAGGOTS!" hahaha! great, grand, wonderful!welp.. gonna hit the hay b4 the pops comes in here and yells... for the 3rd time tonite...erg.. all he says to meh when i get in the car..."what u dont keep ur phone on? put on ur seatbelt." nope.. no how was the play... did u have a good time...well.. not gonna let that ruin my wonderful nite with my <F <A <G <G <O <T hehehehe...


<B

nitey nite

*mosey*

promise me you'll never let me go...

today was blah... one minute i was all hyper and the next i was like... die clown! idk nemores... erg....welp.. hopefully tonite will beh good... getta see binty tonite... so thats a good thing. i dont know what i'm gonna do this weekend! i'm goin to the cape.. with out her.... and i wont see her! *tear* so.. hopefully tonite is good... erm.. i might beh able to take care of some business dealing with the birthday... i hope it werks... idk... feelin kinda weird... dont get meh wrong... i want them to come! its just.... we need mommys aproval! and umm... yea....oh man! some random kat in scool today wanted meh to get together with his big, giant, shall i say.. ENORMOUS! friend... i was like... welp... no thanks... i kinda like someone else... yea... then like after scool he came up to meh again... i was like wtf mate!? and when he was walkin home... he saw meh on the bus and continued! i was like "D O Y O U U N D E R S T A N D T H E W E R D S T H A T A R E C O M I N G O U T O F M Y M O U T H!? twas grand... welp... hopefully the time will fly so i can see binty... erg... i just need to smile at least once today... *mosey*

if i never see your face...

woot... was over at bintys house! i wish i could live there... thinkin back to last easter when aunty b chased her around with the blood sugar thingy.. can i stick ya!? hahahaha... then.. watched american history x... "SAY GOODNIGHT" oh man... tried to talk to mum about the coming events... but there was too much chaos.. maybe tomorra... so yea... got lil bored earlier... enjoy....Statistics. [Name]: mosey fo shosey[Age]: fif to the tizzeen[Gender]: umm..gurl much?[Birthday]: December 9[Nationality]: Sicilian baby yea.Appearance. [Hair colour]: browns[Hair style]: er…. Umm… curly..er… straight… [Eye colour]: broun[Skin colour]: “have a little self respect” … harr..binty[Height]: 5 something or another[Weight]: cha..like I’m tell u that [Piercings]: ears.. 2 on each[Usually Wears]: jeans and such.Personality. [Positive personality traits]: um? Does crazy count?[Non-positive personality traits]: paranoyaaaaaaaaa[Likes]: hehe… oh… ppl who keep it real … binnntyyyy![Dislikes]: liars, close minded ones, ppl who think theyre better than everyone else…[Fears]: being away from the one I love too long, death, ::looks around:: spiders… the list goes on….Family Life. [Lives with]: Brittany most of the time[Sibling(s)]: 1 friggin awesome brother jim [Pet(s)]: dallas the friggin annoyin dog[Relationship with family]: harrr:: a dream is a wish your heart makes :: [Your initials spell out]: SGC[Have you ever owned a pet goldfish?]: not that I remember… I was never cool enough to have one…[Do you eat Goldfish?]: the crackers.. Yea…[Your favorite birthday memory]: cant say I have one… [Moment you're most proud of]: proud of what? Or I could use britts.. The day I was wed <B
[Moment you're most ashamed of]: haha
[Celebrity crush]: ryan gosling, sean William scott, shane west…
[Non-celebrity crush]: hehe

Fill in the blanks...
[Pirates are]: hot
[Don't be fooled by]: ur mom
[I'm too sexy for my]: alarm clock ;-) … ahem…
[Courtney Love is]: gay
[I'd like another]: drink!
[I don't understand]: anything that’s coming out of your mouth
[Where have all the good people]: gone
[Dude. Sweet. Dude. Sweet.]: Dude...
[Girls are]: the best..they betta then all da rest!
[Boys are]: sigh…
[Only the _______ survive]: umm.. Nothing comes to mind
[Can I get a booyah?]: excuuuuse meh!?


--personal---
[Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?]: can’t say I do at the moment… but uh… hehe
[Whats his/her name?]: ha
[Whats one word you could think of to describe them?]: crazy
[If you dont have a bf/gf, do you want one?]: cough yea cough



---favorites---
Fav movie?]: dumb and dumber… drive meh crazy… list continues
[Fav person you know?]: Brittany Wilson all the way!
[Fav food and drink?]: favorite food? Cant say I have one george… drink.. Skky blue? Err… nething mixed…. Dancing with the frogs <3
[Fav shirt you own?]: my yellow cami with the blue see through one on top
[Fav place you've been to?]: bermuda
[Fav colors?]: blue, black… err..purple?
Fav place to be?]: the beach
[Fav store?]: american eagle
[Fav tv show?]: I don’t vork vith the males, cause I usedta be vone… hehahe
[Fav song?]: anything by dmb… matchbook romance… tenet..yeah..that about covers it

--prefs---
[Pepsi or coke?]: coke
[Chocolate or vanilla?]: vanilla
[Internet or phone?]: internet… most of the time
[McDonalds or Burger King?]: mcdonalds
[Eminem or 50 cent?]: 50... Yea Farmington..good luck with gun control!
[Make up or no make up?]: makeup
[Cat or dog?]: dawg
Spanish or French?]: well.. Wuddu mean… yea.. I talked to frada feltcher.. MR FRENCH TICKLER!
[Lights on or lights off?]: off
[Hungry or full?]: full
[Chocolate milk or hot chocolate?]: erm… coffee milk!

---are you---
[Suicidal?]: cant say I am
[Stubborn?]: sometimes
[Open-minded?]: hell yea
[Arrogant?]: ummm… idk
[Patient?]: depends…
[Hyper?]: wiff binty boo
[Nice?]: depends on who you are
[Happy?]: welp… once again..depends
[Depressed?]: not 100% of the time

---who do you want to---
[Fuck?]: harrr
[Kiss?]: hehe
[Hurt?]: ur mom
[Beat the shit out of?]: mr. w
[Kill?]: I’m not too sure who I wanna KILL TODAY cuz that’s just something I think about EVERYDAY
[Hug?]: binty!!!


---with the opposite sex---
[Favorite eye color on the opposite sex?]: blue or brown
[Hair color?]: blonde or brown
[Curly or straight?]: straight…
[Tall or short?]: a lil taller than meh
[Pale tan or in in the middle?]: no paleness for meh thank ya very much

---would you---
[Shave your head for $1000?]: sure thing
[Cheat on your bf/gf?]: cant say I would
[Eat a bug?]: wuddu say we get a bite to eat.. Nah… I ate june bug while we were driving.. Not very hungry
[Be on fear factor?]: psh.. roight
[Kill yourself?]: cant say I would
[Cut yourself if you were depressed?]: idk
[Turn goth?]: no thanks
[Dress up as the opposite sex and go out in public as a dare?]: wat the hell … why not?

---your friends---
[Who do you rely on most and could trust with anything?]: BINTY
[Whos ur best friend of the same sex?]: BINTYY duh
[Whos your best friend of the opposite sex?]: idk.. Lemme think.. Nope.. Too many

*Hobbies and stuff*
[What grade are you in?]: tenth
[What kind of grades do you make?]: good enough
[Do you like school?]: oh yea.. Its my favorite place! NOT
[Are you involved in any sports?]: How bout no Scottie?
[Whats your favorite subject?]: English? I guess
[Whats your least?]: geometry… then theres always FAH.. And French has been getting on my nerves lately.. Hmmm… u chose


*Friends*
[Do you have alot of friends?]: sure
[What type of people do you hang out with?]: everywon

*Personality*
[Do you make friends easily?]: I guess.. But I’m content wif the ones I have right now
[Are you outgoing or shy?]: outGOing
[Do people find you funny?]: cha
[Do you have a positive out look on life?]: umm.. Cant say I do
[Do you like to listen to what people say?]: not really… unless its sumone I wuv <B

*Favorites*
[Sport]: idk! I like em all.. Wuddu expect.. I grew up wif guyz!
[Car]: ummm…
[Clothing]: nething that makes meh look good
[Shoes]: my adidas sandals rock my world!
[Book]: sorry.. I don’t know how to read

*Opposite Sex*
[What do you look for in a relationship?]: good times
[Looks or Personality?]: Personality with ….
[Does it matter that he/she is a different race?]: I’m not sayin nuttin

*Goals in life*
[What do you plan on doing for employment later in life?]: ask meh in a couple yrs there buddy..
[Do you want to get married?]: I am married. hehe
[Have kids?]: yeash
[If so, how many kids?]: 2’s nice
[What do you want to name your kids?]: I’ll tell ya when theyre born
[Do you plan on going to college?]: yea

*Random*
[Do you like cheetos?]: sometimes
[Do you do drugs?]: ummm… I’m not a craddact and I’ve never used a dildo!
[Drink liquor?]: skky blue.. What… dancing frogs… Bermuda… umm… no?



hehehe... welp.... tomorra headin out wif britt to go see the play at her scool...


love love!!! <B



nite nites!

*mosey*

i think i'll call him...

welp... today actually went better than i thought it would... harrrrdidnt study for the bio test..but damn... i did good... and i swimming... oh man.. the vaccum! omg... he was sooo cute... we didnt noe what to name him... he looked like a turtle, then a couch, then one of those things out in outerspace... there were so many names.. lil dickie, lil dip dip, errr... but... he like..hypnotized u! it was great... at lunch some kid yelled at meh cuz i didnt have gum.. appearantly i was lying... huh... twas fun... then amy and rachel and i ran into their english teacher and i yelled SEMI COLON! omg... hes sooo gay! harrr... he even did his hand motions... looks like a bull takin a shit...harr..hence rachel saying... bull...shit..bull... shit... but... newayz! I GET TO SEE BINTY TONITE!!!!! hehehehehehe... compose, composure.... o man.. cant wait! hehehe... and someone said sybolism... and i was like WHATS THE SYMBOLOGY IN THAT!? I BELIEVE THE WORD U ARE LOOKING FOR IS SYYMBOLISM... and once again was stared at like a freak.... hmmm.... but thats mmkays...hehehe.. couple more hours... <B

*mosey*

yea...

soo.. yea... just got this thing.. tryin to figure out how to do all this crazy shit.. hahah.. oh geez oh gawd oh geez.. harrr... welp... just to write sumthin down... yesterday there was cum all over a desk in french and today in health... there were pubes all over the place... conspiracy i tell ya!!! half day... not too shabby... forgot my effing notes for the bio test... oh well.. who studies newayz...welp... get to see binty boo tomorra! woot!!! peas

:-D

I'M IN TEXAS!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISS EVERYONE... WELL... MOSTLY EVERYONE :-P talk to ya laters <333*mosey*